Good Book Review :)

Back in early spring I decided to do something I've never done:  read through my Bible, cover to cover. I'm ashamed to admit I've tackled this project before and failed miserably. What a lousy feeling. I knew it was high time for me to read God's Word like the story that it is ~ His story.

In the past I seemed to start out strong with the best of intentions, then I'd fizzle out. I let life get in the way. I got busy, got bored, or just got lazy. How depressing. Even though I've always cracked the Good Book open at least once or twice per day, it was usually for schooling with the children or for Family Time devotionals. I'd read a scripture here, snatch a verse there. We memorize verses together, and I even print out verses and hang them around the house to help us with memorization. But I really wanted to read the Bible as a story. That just hadn't happened.

This time I decided things would be different, so I started by adjusting my attitude. Owning a Bible, knowing how to read it, and having the blessed freedom to do so anywhere and anytime is a gift ~ a true blessing of immeasurable worth. This book holds the very words of God, and they are written for me! What an amazing treasure. And what a tragedy to take it for granted. I also realized that in my relationship with the Lord I was doing way too much of the talking, and far too little listening. I actually find it quite easy to pray often, and I'm glad I have that habit of talking to the Lord. But what on earth made me believe that what I have to say to Him is of more importance than what He has to say to me? Forgive me, Lord.

Another mistake I've made through the years is picking up my Bible, flopping it open to a page and starting to read, all the while expecting some enlightening passage to leap off that page and meet my every need. Would I check out a library book and just pick and choose passages at whim, never reading it completely?


So this time around, the teacher in me resisted the urge to make a chart and schedule my pages and commit to reading a certain number of minutes per day. I also ditched the idea of using a specially arranged Bible that tries to keep things interesting by grouping together bits from the Old and New Testaments. In years past I'd try to study with one of those arranged Bibles and found the whole thing so disconnected that I just didn't enjoy it and I never stuck with it. This time I determined to simply pick up my New King James version Bible every day and drink in the words the good Lord laid out before me, beginning in Genesis and working through it page by page. No pressure. No assigned pages to tempt me to speed through the passages. No skipping around and picking and choosing. No guilt for falling behind.

To develop the habit of reading for my own profit every day, the first week I made sure I didn't go to sleep until I'd done it. Granted, I was up late some nights that first week, and I could hardly keep my eyes open past a couple of chapters; but after that, daily Bible reading really had become a habit, and my first hurdle was conquered.

I also took a break from reading other material. Now, as a home school mom I normally read a lot of materials. Either my husband or I read and approve everything before our children consume it.  But  there was just no way to keep up my normal schedule of reading while tackling my big Bible project. I put aside any leisure reading as well, to make sure I gave myself no excuse to spend precious moments reading anything else. Turns out, I have plenty of already reviewed books on our shelves just waiting for the kids to tackle them. Even after my break of several months, they still have reading material for school they are working through. I know that at some point I'll work back into reading our literature for school, but by then I pray that my Bible reading will be such a strong habit it will always take priority, as it should have all along.


Want to know the most amazing thing about this process? As I said, I gave up leisure reading when I started my little experiment, and I thought I'd really miss it. I really do love to read ~ from inspirational personal stories to classic literature! But I can honestly say I haven't missed those other books during these past months. I prayed that God would help my daily Bible reading become more than just a good habit. I wanted to want to read His word every day. And praise the Lord, He has worked that good work in me. Now I can't wait to pick up my Bible every time I get a few minutes~ His story is that good! Now I carry my Bible around the house and leave it in handy places so I can grab it up when I have a free moment. I even carry my Bible to appointments so I can read in the waiting room. I am enjoying this trip through scripture so much, and I am thankful.

I'm not setting any records for speed reading. I frequently allow myself time to research passages that I don't understand. I've taken time to study some archaeologic sources as well. But it's really OK with me if this project takes me another year, or two. I'm learning and growing and spending time in the Word. As of today, I've read up through II Kings and am still going strong. I really have a different attitude about Bible reading now, and my children sense it. They see that I'm excited to pick up my  Bible~ and I want them to develop that love for the Word. His Word has become the good book I just can't put down!

If any of you busy moms have struggled to keep yourself in the Word every day I'd love to hear your tips and advice. I'm just so excited that I'm finally making good progress!